I have said a lot of hurtful things to you, voiced out a lot of complaints, raised my voice higher than what I need to, caused you a lot of stress with my constant tantrums and headaches with my unimaginable corny questions, but you're still there, patiently loving me with the best that you have, with all that you can possibly give, even exceeding it and forgetting your well-guarded ego just so you can prove to me a million times how much you love me. I don't know how I can ever express the same love to you. You've got a lot to give it's so overwhelming. I don't know how to express mine except to be there for you as well. I will be here for you, I will keep you, I will give you the best care that I am capable of, I will not leave you, I will forever be your little girl and your biggest fan. Please know that I love you so much and that I will never ever leave you.
August 03, 2015
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People these days often judge your relationship status based on what you post on social media. The sweet captions, the happy profile pictures, those are what they believe to be indicators that, well, they are in love. But love, when you think about it, is not just how showy people can be, or how sweet their words are, or how they show other people how much they enjoy each other's company. Sometimes, love is seen in the most subtle way, on how he cares for you, how he values you, how he respects you, how he treats you, how he sees you, how he sees your future together. I guess those kinds of love are what others can't really see right away. Those are the kinds of love that don't really care whether people will swoon over it and get the most likes when posted. Because those are the kind of love that come from the heart, seen from the heart, received through the heart, just basic, nude, and pure, and that is something that people on social media can't read nor understand.
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July 29, 2015
Goodbye.
From this day forward, I am making a promise to resolve myself in keeping my negative thoughts to myself and this blog and just project happiness and/or emotionless posts in my social media accounts.
Thank you.
July 08, 2015
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It's a gloomy day today. Egay was out and Falcon is in. I never really cared much about typhoons before until I came into the big city where flash floods are a common thing. Way back when we were young, my siblings and I would just tuck in bed and sing our hearts out as loud as the rain. Sometimes, we would be permitted to go out and dance in the rain. Ah! Those priceless childhood memories.
It's been almost two years since I first stepped into this great unknown. It wasn't in my life plan to work here in what I think is the most stressful city in the country. But fate did take its toll and here I am, unbelievably loving every inch, or just almost, of my new life.
I used to think that it would be good to work in the government, with all those benefits and all being bragged about by my government employee parents, aunts, uncles, etc., but never thought much about it and here I am now working my ass off (chos) for the love of our country (hashtag 'ParaSaBayan). Thankfully, I did survive the mind-crushing battlefield called the CATS training. (I just finished washing the dishes and now I'm out of words. Ugh, this usually happens that's why all my posts are just saved in Drafts)
To be continued...hopefully.
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