First love? Yeah, right!

“The first one is the worst one when it comes to a broken heart” (Boys Like Girls). When I first heard this song, all I could think about was the man who made this line a fucking reality. Some may agree with this, others would say that it’s not the first but the ‘real thing’, as they say, that really hurts. Well, it’s pretty both true for me since he was the first and so far the only one I did love. Cheesy, right? Well, everything about love is cheesy anyway.

Then there goes the line “First Love Never Dies”. This line’s actually super corny. Gross! Haha! If this line’s literally true the other way around, then it would really help a lot in minimizing our problem with overpopulation, there’ll be a lot of happy bitter women, and the world will be a better place to live in! But I’m not gonna pray for that because in a positive way, there’s nothing more special than remembering how you said your very first ‘I love you’. Once you grow old, you would want to reminisce how crazy and how immature you used to be…you would laugh at how your eyes swelled because of crying for someone you know you can’t live without (duh!)…those small funny moments that made your boring teenage life worthy to be shared. And of course, you would want to remember all those crappy, corny lines that you posted on your facebook’s What’s-on-your-mind? box about your heartaches and your changing of relationship status from ‘single’ to ‘in a relationship’ to ‘it’s complicated’ to ‘single’ again (since you had a fight) and went back to ‘in a relationship’ (since he said his halfhearted sorry to you) and just made it permanent after you got ‘married’ (who turned out to be a totally different person =p). Funny, right? If you’re currently in a mending-my-wounded-heart-because-he-left-me mood, just think that there are only two reasons why that happens: this may not be the right time yet OR he may not be the right one. Whatever it is, feel the pain. It’s what makes us human after all. You bleed just to know your alive. =)