Dear God, i wanna be happy again. i miss being one. i'd love to feel the goosebumps, thrills and the butterflies again. i wanna walk by a public park, holding hand in hand w/ somebody. i wanna wake up wrapped around her arms w/ a sweet morning kiss. i want someone to brush my hair and rub my back when im tired telling me, "you'll be fine." i want to learn how to cook, do the laundry, and make bed for someone. God, I want to feel loved by someone. if now's not the perfect time, pls help me move on and learn to be happy. AGAIN.