4:19 PM 8/4/2011
I don't wanna feel rejected again...
Have you ever checked on someone else's profile every so often? Or how frequently you clicked the chatbox just to know if there's a green dot beside his name? Seriously, it's crazy. Worse is when you see that he's available on chat and yet he's not chatting you. And you're feeling disappointed for imagining that he's now busy chatting with someone else and that green dot hasn't disappeared for hours now.
I don't know if he already noticed it. And I don't wanna think that that's the reason why he no longer gets in touch with me (though we don't constantly get in touch that much though). I just don't wanna feel rejected again.
I feel so sick...and lonely. ;(
