I'm becoming a monster.

I am slowly turning into something that I don't wanna be. I'm slowly letting the people I love go away from me. Worse, those were the people that I care about so much. I don't understand what is happening with me now, of what I turned out to be. I'm slowly becoming brutal, selfish, proud, a nagger, bitter; and I hate that it's my family that is seeing this change in me. I hate the distance that's clearly in between us. I hate it when I can't smile or laugh that much when I'm with them. I'm even ashamed of smiling in front of my mother! I keep on nagging all the time. AND I REALLY, REALLY HATE MYSELF FOR THAT.

God knows how much I love my family more than anyone else.

Yeah...

It's kinda ironic when the people you know become people you knew...when you can walk right past someone as if they were never a huge part of your life...you used to be able to talk for hours on the phone and now you can't even look at each other in the damn eye...and it completely breaks your heart to know that some good things change, and there's nothing that you can do.

What I just want...

I wanna wake up when the sun is just about to rise...
I wanna start the day with a jog.
I wanna know that someone is there happy to see me.
I'm just freakin' tired that all I wanna do is to turn my back and sleep.
Yeah, sleep. My body no longer understands it.

pra sa mga feeler

Imelee Fuentes

Feelings are like waves. They sometimes lead you to a different direction. Rule? Just don't get too overwhelmed. Words said and actions done aren't as easy to remove as a Facebook status.

 ·  · about a minute ago

bianca-to-be =)

i've been told that i express myself well through words, but i know i'm not an excellent writer. my grammar, punctuations, and prepositions are sometimes off, i don't know the meaning of a lot of big words, and there is so much about the world that other people know but i don't. i do know that i am passionate about sharing my thoughts with words, and i guess that counts. :)


from: http://www.iamsuperbianca.com/