October 28, 2011

Yeah...

It's kinda ironic when the people you know become people you knew...when you can walk right past someone as if they were never a huge part of your life...you used to be able to talk for hours on the phone and now you can't even look at each other in the damn eye...and it completely breaks your heart to know that some good things change, and there's nothing that you can do.

October 24, 2011

What I just want...

I wanna wake up when the sun is just about to rise...
I wanna start the day with a jog.
I wanna know that someone is there happy to see me.
I'm just freakin' tired that all I wanna do is to turn my back and sleep.
Yeah, sleep. My body no longer understands it.

October 17, 2011

pra sa mga feeler


Feelings are like waves. They sometimes lead you to a different direction. Rule? Just don't get too overwhelmed. Words said and actions done aren't as easy to remove as a Facebook status.
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October 15, 2011

bianca-to-be =)

i've been told that i express myself well through words, but i know i'm not an excellent writer. my grammar, punctuations, and prepositions are sometimes off, i don't know the meaning of a lot of big words, and there is so much about the world that other people know but i don't. i do know that i am passionate about sharing my thoughts with words, and i guess that counts. :)


from: http://www.iamsuperbianca.com/

October 06, 2011

Here's the feeling that keeps coming back. Great!

Yeah, it's sarcasm.


I dreamed of him a lot of times before but I haven't really taken those dreams seriously. Until now that I've really taken the time to think about him. And my heart convinces my sane mind that I've been missing him all this time. That's sh*t, I know. And I started daydreaming...weaving stories of us being friends again...and him falling for me all over again...and me taking my chance of revenge...of them breaking apart...of him choosing me over her...of...STOP! I don't wanna be that stupid girl once more. I don't wanna feel this butterfly feeling. Please. Oh, please!


And fate has its own freaking timing. That other man just changed his status into "in a relationship" and that's it! It's enough! Drag me to hell. =(